when emotions flow tru my fingers

when emotions flow tru my fingers

Saturday, September 7, 2013

Have you ever felt like a puppet on a string? Have you ever been told to lose the only thing that you love because it doesn't goes with the plan?

Feeling hurt, betrayed like you have no place to go, no one to talk to. Being asked to do thing that the puppet master feels right. No one knows how much it hurts to let go the person you want the most. And it is not even about wanting, it is about needing. When he is the only thing that is right in this fucked up life. And just when you made one simple mistake, you automatically become the wall where people throw their hate, their tension all this while.

It was one mistake. No one asked to listen to me.

I had no one. And when I did found someone, it feels beautiful but we slipped through. But we were kids, we didn't think through.
Why is it that he is the only one to blame? Why hasn't anyone ever asked me how twisted and wicked life had been for me this past 10 years. Fuck, I was so fucking strong for everyone. I OBEYED. But when it comes to one mistake, every single decision of my life is a mistake.

Forcing someone to leave someone so dearly to them leaves a mark in anybody's life. And within time the mark will be filled with vengeance. No one can tell how much it hurts. And revenge is always the best fulfilling comeback ever.

No comments:

Post a Comment