my fucked up life...!!!!!

im so tired...
even after a sleep I still feels tired..
im tired of explaining,tired of asking..
im damn tired..
i draged myself to class,force myself to eat,sing myself to bed..
why is it so wrong for me to asked to be loved?
im so sad..
i cried when im asleep..
i cried when im awake..
i barely breath..
i need someone who i feel has long been missing..
pls pamper me,i need ur love too much..without it im weak..im dead
what did i ever done?was it so wrong of me?
i just want 2 be love n love somebody back..
it is so hard on me..
why dont u wanna be with me anymore?
what happen to love?
i feel so dead
so lifeless
so numb
so sad