HIGH school

It's funny.I remembered in highschool,I was the awkward pimpled-faced girl who had no boyfriend whereas I was also constantly trying to get into the "in" group in my school.The popular group in my school was of the famous one in school who has the look that qualify them to be popular.It's not just about the look but also about who has a boyfriend and who has a respected social life.In school the popular group were the mean girls.That group particularly consists of 5 or 6 people and I can still recall each and every one of them.And me,I was constantly trying to fit into the group.And I was lucky because I was quite okey (I was actually famous bcoz I got disciplinary problems which happened because I was proving something just to fit in).So,they made me their friend.So I was also entitled to their evening hangouts with the older boys.This mean girls were famous so they had no trouble getting a boyfriend for themselves. I can recall one of the girls dating the boy I had a huge crush on for several years.Of course, she was pretty.Every boy in class likes talking to her, in fact everytime the teacher is not around, they would be swarming around her just to stare at her big round eyes and flawless skin.I had my own admirer tho, but they weren't famous or so.They were usually a bunch of nerds and bookworms in my class. These pretty girls seems like they have everything they wanted in life.And i can't help but to be jealous of them.I always have this flat chest whereas their body is all curvy and great.By that time,they have quite a series of romance with the boys and that has too made them famous among the boys. I remembered hanging out with them and feeling left out.Only on certain occasion, they would really seem interested in me for example when I bought a new branded back-pack.But who would have thought? Five years later,it all turn around....