She's prettier

I saw a friend's status on facebook_There's always a girl that's prettier than you BUT you have to find a boy that only looks at you_
Or something like that.
The thing is can you ever finds a boy that will only look at you for the rest of his life?No matter how pretty you are.For me,there's always at least this one girl that's prettier than me.Not that I think she's pretty or anything.But what happened before made me feel that she's way prettier than me.When I first met my boyfriend,I had no idea what being pretty is.I was a mess at that time.I was pimpled-faced,dark,skinny, flat-chested and dumb.Whenever I went out with him,he sometimes mentioned about my other friends.For instances asking how close I am with them.I had no idea back then. Now,to think of it,I was always a second choice.I was a back up plan that turned out to be better than the original plans.The original plans are my much prettier girlfriends. Of course life changes,karma hits.What goes around comes around.The ugly duckling then discovered spas,facial,nivea visage and loreal paris.And that stupid boyfriend of mine will never admit that he had me for a second choice long time ago.Things may have changed now for the boy who used to be the hottest hunk in high school whom I have a huge crush on-told me I was pretty, he said really pretty.And asked me for a date ;D.Back then in high school,he didnt even looked at me twice=or once.I guess being invisible used to be my specialty. But now,I can get him anytime I want it,anyway anyhow.Proven,a girl always know how to test the market.

And six years later,I'm still with the same old same guy.The guy who thought he can use me to get to my friends.But now,I made him pay for everything he ever did (literally).
The things I made him do.Today,I made him beg just to hear my voice.And pay for every thing I own.Cruel?Not if you were me.